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-<>-THIS IS PAGE TWO -<>- This is where the updates are. 5/14: Today my school gave us pin numbers we have to use and punch in to get our lunch. Seems kind of silly for only our last eight days of school. *_* 5/15 Ugh. Had a bad night. Plus today was really slow. sixth period though, we watched a movie! Not much new. @_@ 5/16 Man! I'm still tired!. Once again today was slow and still don't know if I made algebra! Had fun though. Oh, and one of my friends had an accident, sniff, sniff All for today! Got another emoticon. <*>_<*> 5/17 Hi. Let's see....I get my algebra results tomorrow....FCAT scores and something else has to happen! I changed the format. Why? Because I felt like it! Bye! l_l 5/19 Sorry about not updating yesterday....Last night was my second oldest brother's graduatiion. We got home around eleven. Oh...I got my algebra results yesterday 0_o....I made it. Yay!!!! For my math year, I got an "A" for the year. A stanine of 9 in FCAT (It's the highest rating) and a 98% on the algebra test of fifty questions. THAT means I got only ONE wrong! My FCAT scores this year I got two stanines of 9. (out of two) So yesterday was a really good day. Even my best friend made algebra! Alright, enough about that. Bye ~-~-~:> 5/20 Last Sunday in the school year.... :sigh: Then I can only see a couple of my friends 8_8 (It's supposed to be crying) Well, there is a good thing. I got 100 HITS!!!! Didn't think I'd get there that soon. If you're reading this, PLEASE SIGN MY GUEST BOOK!!! I'd like to see if you like my site. See you later! 5/21 Not a particually good day today, is it? Not bad either. Not much of anything happened today. Just watch movies. Pratically what we did in school anyway. :sigh: Please write in the guest book. That's all. : l 5/25 Haven't updated in a while. Let's recap. Wednesday was the last day of school. Yesterday I, uh, did something. Today is my Dad's birthday and took a two hour trip to Gainesville. That pretty much sums it up. Oh, and please remember to sign my guest book. Bye. -_- 5/28 I made a links page. I need to add more but two's a start. If you have any suggestions please sign my guestbook. It's kind of depressing checking it everyday and finding nothing there. That's all. l ) 6/2 Not much. Hoping for some suggestions. Nothing has happened here. Kinda lazy and other times it's this and that. I really want to see my friends. But hey, what am I to do? That's all. (:l 6/3 I finished my series of drawings in my sketch book!Yay! Other than that I've been trying to help my brother find something. Anyway, if there is a site you'd like me to put up on my links page, please do so. By the way, SOMEONE SIGN MY GUEST BOOK!!! That's all. I'm probably going to not update as much as I used to.:sigh: (:) 6/8 Hi, I'm back. I couldn't update earlier because my brother alwaysssss on the Internet. Well, watcha' gonna do? Haven't done much but add on to my series in my sketchbook. You know what? I just might shut down this Internet site. From what I know, no one likes it. Gotta go. l:l 6/10 Not much. I added another link and I'm in a good mood for no good reason! : )Scary..... I'm still considering about shutting down my site. I also accidentally pressed delete on my whole page and really only the visitor counter restarted. That's all I feeel sooo stupid that I restarted my web page. ah, well. Doing nothin' allll summrt long. On the plus side my birthday is coming up. All for today. Oh,and sign my guest book. ^__^ 6/15 I am sooo tired and kinda bored bored bored bored bored bored.But that's the way things go, so oh well. Nothing new at all. Bye #_# 7/4 Yay! It's July 4th! Haven't updaqted for a long time because there's really nothing going on. Of course, the 4th is great because that means it's not far from my birthday. That's good. I would have 4th graphics but I'm terrible with html. But that's fine with me. Still tired and I've developed a bad habit for reading books. Oh well bye! : ) 7/8 Another day, another day to my birthday! So I'm pretty much happy the way I am. Tired, bored, and I still wanna see my friends. Other than that I'm fine. Once agaain considering shutting down the site. Bye peoples : l 8/13 Sorry for not updating sooner. Anywho, today was the first day of eighth grade. :shudder: Oh well. Bye. (Why do I do this if no one cares?) 8/28 Nothing really happening here, oh well. I'm in the eighth grade and I get to see my friends...so it's okay. I'm having fun. Oh...sign my guest book! Thanks. 8/29 DANG IT! WHY DOESN'T ANYONE SIGN MY GUESTBOOK! I know you visit my site, so you could give me some feedback! I'm sorry. Just getting it out. One more thing...I used to be racking up the visitors. Now I'm not. Where are you people? 9/8 Hello peoples. I'm in a hurry so, um nothings happend really. I changed the format and have a personal graphic! It's Prowl from the Robots in Disguise series. I love transformers, so.... Oh and my visitors are coming back! Yay! 9/11 <0>_<0> :shuddering breath: Oh...my...gosh. The World Trade Center....the people.... Worse yet they forced us to watch the plane crash into the building...so terrible. All the people trying to get to the West coast...dead. It's just so appalling. Guh 9/21 Ahh. How did Will win Big Brother 2? If you can't tell, I hated him. But that's enough. Nothing is new here, so, um, nothing new. 11/1 DING DONG K-KNOCK! Howdy peoples! Happy B-lated Halloween! (No I did not go trick or treating) So, remember to sign my guest book or e-mail me!^__^ 11/8 Hi! Just updating. I'm kinda nervous because I was supposed to find out if I made All-State Band today, but..... Okay! Signing off! Sign my Guest Book! Have fun!:) 12/1 Howdy peoples! Having fun because of the Christmas season? I am! *Sort of* the format is new! My new picture is a Jagd Doga! It's so cool looking!!!! Merry Christmas season!!! Dang!!!! My picture won't show up!!!! ::Steaming:: Oh well... 1/15 ... 1/16 Hi. Couldn't do more on the update yesterday except for the date. Sorry. Changed the format again. I just got back from the All-State Band last Saturday amd went to sectionals for All-County. (All-State is extremely hard to get in to!!!) Updating just because. Guess that's all. Thank you to all my regular visitors if I have any. (It's fun to think I do) 2/6 Hey everyone. I'm back. I've been downloading songs from Morpheus!Nothing much has happened. 3/14 Well, spring break starts today. Gosh I hope I got an "A" in English. Ah well. Oh yeah! We had our FPS meeting, and I saw one of my old gifted friends from fifth grade. I also had my IB interviews. When I get the letter, I'll let you know if I made it. Anyone who might be reading this, please sign my guest book or e-mail me. I would like to know that somebody reads this. 5/17 Well, it's almost over. There's less than a week of middle school left. Then I have to leave all my friends as I will quite possibly go to a different high school. This is bad. I don't wanna go!!! :( Bye! P.S. I got into IB! Also I got the "a" in English so I got straight "a's all three years of middle school. I had a ceremony for that a couple of nights ago. 11/13/02 Wow! Humungous jump! So anyway, I'm in high school now and it's fun. The Sousaphone is awesome, too! I love it! IB is okay. All-County tryouts are soon, and my little brother's web site should be up soon, it'll be a link, 'k? Thanks. 9/24(2003) Once again, a large jump....I'll be updating more often now, all my friends have xanga pages and this is my consolation :P Wow...this is my fourth year on this site, that's a really long time. I'm gonna say hi to Mui Mui: Hi! Well, IB has given me some sleep-deprived memories and band is awesome...I love my sousaphone(even though it's not really suited for my size :P) I've had tons of fun this past year and there have been disappointments. Today was really awesome, I got to conduct Freshman band and two free periods (sorta) and band rehearsal. Coupled with the fact I got to go back to my former middle school today and don't have much homework made this day really great. BTW Mui Mui! Thanks again for your help, and if JP ever checks out this site, hi to him too! That's my installment for now, so bye! 9/25 Wow, an update twice in a row! That's awesome...So anyways, today was pretty good. Pre-Cal is pre-cal, 'nuff said. Then second period(band) was awesome...Jimmy is sick so he couldn't play today, so I got to do all the solos! wOOt! BTW, so sorry for Jimmy. THen we got grades for Chemistry and I got an A (as compared to a B last time :P ) English is always a good class so nuthin wrong there. Bnad practice tonight! Pretty standard except we're gonna play something(song) for senior night at the football game and JP wants me to learn his song. (Won't talk to me at school, but when it comes to his song...j/k) Yeah, but seriously, he doesn't...Let's see, tomorrow night we have eighth grade night at the football game and my brother is gonna be there...fun fun. Thank you to all the people that like my story so far, it's nice to have positive feedback. That's pretty much all for today, so bye everybody. 10/1 Happy Birthday Mindie! Miss you! Um, today was a pretty good day, like most Wednesdays, but today was made a bit better by the fact that there was no Wind Symphony practice today. I love band, but it was nice to have a small break. Let's see...Congrats Mui Mui (She knows why) and JP, I hope everything's okay. Sorry I couldn't update sooner everyone, but I've had a pretty busy week, as far as school goes. As for more in-depth on my day, all classes were pretty average, so nothing to report. I'll try to update tomorrow, no promises, and if I don't then I'll have to try Saturday, so see everybody then! 10/5/03 My message is a little more serious this time. This week was not the best for me, as I got to see the fragility of life. Two of my friends had surgery (of which I was really concerned for both), one of my closest friends had their b-day (as seen above), and ironically, someone I knew died the next day. It was a very solemnizing two days. On top of that, JP got mad at me for something, and it has been bothering me excessively...I haven't been able to sleep or eat that much and he won't answer the phone. If he's reading this, I'm really concerned b/c you're a really great friend and I'll do anything to fix things...don't doubt that. A big thanx to Christine (not to be confused with Christina) and Mindie for helping me keep my sanity about this...you two are greatly appreciated. I give happiness to Robyn b/c things have worked out for her this past week. It just proves how different life can treat us. On shallower terms, my brother came home from college(Ugh) and so did my grandparents b/c my grandfather needs to go to the hospital..Sigh....life just aint easy right now... I've got plenty of homework to keep me occupied the rest of the night, so I suppose this is it. I'll be okay everyone....hopefully.... 10/12/03 Ugh......last week was awful. JP was mad at me for something I didn't even do, and it hurt. I found out that Christina was lying about me to him...:( I felt so...desolate. What hurt the most was that I didn't do anything and he got uber-angry at me and Christina said things and he didn't get mad at her. Such is the double-standard of life... Things are pretty much okay now, but I'm pretty sure a certain person's family thinks I'm crazy...thanks a lot JP.:P Outside of that, Mindie has been really great and supportive, and I thank her for that. Last night was Homecoming and it was frinkin' awesome! Danced the entire night (much to the surprise of...well, everyone, actually) Got to see my ex-senior Tony! Met people, and danced some more! Then today we had a band thing...not many people showed up. When they started talking about Homecoming, though, I was the first person brought up in conversations. Apparently, I was seen by and impressed a number of people..*blushes* heh heh? The band thing was so much fun today...it was worth it to hear the girl sing the national anthem. Every key but B and D baby! I just want to let my friends (and quite possibly their families) to know that I would never do anything bad against them b/c they mean too much to me...after what I've seen I need to be the best friend I can be and after what they're going through I would never ever hurt them. Just know that I would never betray them, no matter what happens. (Most of this was directed at JP) I still feel so alone that my bestest friends would try to villify me...I did nothing and I have to justify even that and defend myself, and deal with double standards dealt...(You too Mindie) I wish I had a friend that would understand that and never doubt me, but once upon a time... 10/20/03 I'm doing somewhat better, but I'm really concerned about JP...JP I want you to know that the week you were mad at me made me realize that everything I was mad at you for, everything that bothered me didn't really matter anymore. The only thing that mattered was that we talked. I made me realize how selfish and dumb I was being. You are uber-friend and I'll be around no matter what happens. Everything *happens for a reason* (You should get a few laughs) As for everyone else, everything has been really good. Strippendollah! : P Bye everyone. 10/22/03 I feel so misused...My best friend won't tell me what's bothering him, which is fine but he'll tell someone else. Then I'm told I have no chance of him telling me anything. It makes me feel that everything I've done for my best friend wasn't good enough, all the times I've tried to be there for him, all that I've tried to do to help. I'm not mad or angry, but I just thought I was trusted...apparently not, and it hurts, even if I'm not supposed to "take it personal" But this isn't about my thoughts now, right now my feelings don't matter, because I'm trying to help him in any way I can, even if he doesn't want to say anything to me.(NOT saying that he does) After hearing from him that I'm his best friend and then hearing that there was no chance of him telling me things kinda hurts. But once again, this isn't about me. 8_8 On a different note, I am angry that I'm the victim of so many double standards.....they frickin p*ss me off! arg! There are some people who are innocent (JP, Christina, etc.) but you other people...grrr...Now that I got that out, today was a pretty bad day, and I've got plenty of homework to keep busy, so I've gotta go. Bye 10/23/03 I should be in bed, but hey....I'm feeling a lot better, and I realized some things myself, and coming to terms with some things made me feel a lot better. There are a few things I wanna say to different people now. (GOOD things, I know how you people think) I'm in a strangely good mood. Tomorrow we tie-die shorts for Chem.! Saturday is competition...I've been looking forward to it for a long time. As for today, mole day was super fun (and funny) and math was different today, but hey, I'm not complaining. I love the Haitan flag JP! Ah, memories...Timby sux! 11/5/03 Goshes! I haven't updated for a long time! Ok then, let's see....competition was tons of fun, I could not have asked for an anymore perfect day. Then last week came around and it was pretty good, as far as I can remember. Then there was this week. Today I made myself look happy, whilst I felt like I was ripping apart. It's not quite so drastic as that, but you get the picture. People that read this will probably get surprised, because they know I don't usually hide my feelings, but I felt I had to. Heck, I'm maintaining a level of superficiality right now. I'm feeling somewhat better now though, so I'll just let the why slide. I just feel like writing, even if it is about nothing...just writing. Blah blah blah blah blah blah. Um...another competition this Saturday, and another the week after that, plus a birthday party Sunday, so I'll be pretty busy. (as far as weekends go anyway) Bop-kai!!! (I hope that's spelled right!) Okay everyone, but I gotta go do homework. (I'm such an IB loser.) Bye! 11/13/03 ::sigh:: Another day done in the life of me. We had the last practice for the marching season tonight, and thus marks the end of our show. (Well Saturday anyway) I'm not doing the best personally either. Ever since summer, I've felt like my head was gonna explode. I've been dealing with this crap long before anyone else said anything, and it's becoming way too much. Sometimes it lets itself release a little in the form of me "blowing up" at my friends (It lasts for about two seconds) I can't tell anybody anything at all. They think I tell them things, but they honestly don't know that much about me. I'm about to go crazy (not really) and I have to make myself look happy in front of everyone else. I've gotten so good at concealing no even notices anything is wrong, not even my eyes or how I carry myself give me away. I'm still the same stolid me, but I don't let them see. I need to tell someone something, but I don't know who...it has to be soon too. I don't know how much longer it'll be. I'm not saying that I mask myself all the time. When it comes to Mindie, that's the real me.(On that subject, I can't hide anything) Also when I'm caught off guard too. Especially Mindie though...I need to talk to you!!!!! This has been building up for a long time, I'm just now feeling it hard. There's gotta be someone I can talk to... 11/19/03 Ya know what? I honestly can't take it anymore. If I have to hear any more crap from any one...........arrgggggggg!!!!!! I'm am so po-ed right now, I'm not gonna even get into it. Good night,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,, 12/29/03 I know I haven't updated for a while, but that's because I have xanga now! So this will probably be one of my final updates, so I'm sorry everyone. I'll update here sporadically, so don't worry :P...